ONE WEEK PASSED!


One week passed and I am still looking for jobs. I don’t know where my confidence has gone. I still remember how confident I was when I was just back from Malaysia. I always assume that with my conditions and qualifications, I definitely get a better job here. Until now, I start to realize that I can be employed easily for any job low paid jobs but not the one I aim for. There was one day of the week, I suddenly felt worry about being jobless, then I started to apply any jobs which has high percentage for me to get in the companies without thinking much about anything else. I know that what I did is quite stupid and stubborn but I seen to lose all my confidence on the process of searching for jobs. Moreover, the situation is even worse when I am getting confusing about what I actually want to be. Now I can fully understand how meaningful the sentence “the first move is the hardest one” is.

Actually, I did receive an interview for receptionist position at a local old three start hotel. At that day, I went there and had an interview with the Front Office Manager- I guess. He asked me a lot about the techniques as well as knowledge about receptionist position and some hard situations to solve. I successful answered all of them at the first time. Actually it was what I had learned at college as well as hotels I was trained there. Therefore, these questions are very simple with me. I know they were interested on me but I didn’t. I don’t feel like working as receptionist anymore because it is just what check in –check out the guests. I want to do something which is more interesting like sales and marketing. However, my education background does not support for what I am interest right now. In addition, if I really want to go for that kind of positions, the biggest challenge I have to take is understanding the market where I am still learning about the roads’ direction. This can show that how hard for me to get a job as sale or marketing position when I have nothing about knowledge and experience but my English and passion to learn. Hence, I don’t think the company interest in me at the moment.

Now I already applied many different kinds of jobs and I am waiting for an interview. One week for a job seeker is not too long but I can feel how fast the time passes. Therefore, I really want to get my first job is as soon as possible in order to experience the working life as well as to adapt the new environment. At the moment, I feel a bit stressful when I did not have any interview last week. I think this makes me lose my confidence. I am not supposed to be like that but sometimes, it is hard to control. Now, I do have one solution which don’t know weather it is good or not but I don’t want to care much about this when I have no choice. God blesses me, please!

This issue is an endless topic for me right now, so I don’t want to talk more about this. What ever will be, will be! I am interest in mentioning a bit about my new life recently. So far, everything has been in order. I gradually can adapt my new life at a new house and a new housemate which is my uncle’s friend. He is friendly and kind. I don’t want to say anything too early coz the road in front of me is too long. In addition, there are many things may happen. Just hope that everything will be fine.

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